I follow Bethany Joy's blog and love to read her fun and insightful posts. Her post from yesterday really stood out to me. I've been hearing more and more about bullying and cyber bullying. Times are really hard for kids these days. It makes me worry about my future kids and wonder how I am supposed to prevent or help them through it. Adam & I were fortunate enough to never experience being truly bullied or out-casted in a dramatic way. But...there are many kids who can not say the same. Read her article that I posted and let me know if you have any preventative help or insight:/
I lived the second half of my adolescent life in a small town called Ridgewood, New Jersey. My house being just one town over, most of my afternoons and evenings were spent at the Ridgewood movie theatre, the Starbucks, and the vintage shop across the railroad tracks. I had many significant childhood moments there; midnight sneak-aways for frozen yogurt at TCBY with mom, 5-hour long writing sessions (of my first script) at Starbucks, teenaged kisses, shopping with close friends, and after-school ice cream breaks at Haagen Daaz. I went to my first party with alcohol in Ridgewood. I had sleepovers and homework cram sessions, went to football games and youth group, I had days when I was on the top of the world, and days when I wished the world would swallow me up-- the way one can only wish when they are 16. My life was extremely ordinary in that regard. There have been and will be so many New Jersey teens who experience these things in that tiny town. One of these teens was Tyler Clementi.
At just the tender 18 years of age, and a freshman at Rutgers U, Tyler felt that wave of despair the way so many of us did when we were bullied, humiliated, rejected and exposed, and Tyler decided that he couldn't take it anymore.
You've no doubt read about his suicide. It's been all over the news in the last few days. It broke my heart to hear about him, and then to find out that he was a Ridgewood, New Jersey kid-- that he'd walked up and down those streets where I walked, that he'd seen movies at that theatre and probably had a favorite drink he ordered every time he went to the adjacent Starbucks where he'd, no doubt, spent time sitting and laughing with friends after school or doing homework... it just hit me really close to home and reminded me of my teenage years and how truly difficult they were. Not difficult because they were birthed in any extarordinarily awful circumstances; difficult because... it's just really, really hard to be a teenager.
I was a pretty lonely kid. I had moved around a lot and related better to adults sometimes due to growing up in the entertainment business. I was always the girl that got bullied because I was eccentric. I wore loud clothes, I sang all the time, I was a know-it-all, and had weird (but yummy) food in my lunch box. When I moved to New Jersey I had come from Texas, so my Southern twang didn't help me much either. The long and short of it is: I was desperate for people to like me, but terrified to let people in. I was never one of the "popular" girls-- they were always mean. I guess I floated around a lot in different crowds. There was a small group of girls in high school who let me hang out with them. They were sweet and, though I never totally felt like one of them, I did feel safe. I had a best friend, Jenny, who I still talk to, there was a boy (isn't there always) and I had my youth group. Most of the kids in the youth group were nice to me-- mostly, I suspect, because it was the "Christian" thing to do. Nonetheless, I was grateful for it. My loneliness was eased during those years by a small handful of kids who were kind enough to be nice to the weird girl, but it was still hard-- and that was before what I called the American Gossip Epidemic.
(People Magazine covers from 1995 vs. 2010)
Back then, in the 90s, the internet was an amazing new gadget and certainly not much of a site for social networking. The tabloids were mostly about Bat-babies and Aliens, People magazine had a few gossip spots but was mostly full of human-interest stories, and Entertainment Tonight, more fluff than the deep & personal investigation of celebrities, was considered to be a trashy gossip show (at least in my house it was). And then, somewhere along the line, someone opened up the concept of "reality show"... we could actually spend our time watching someone else's life in ruins and, in turn, feel better about our own. It was something to talk about at the water-cooler. It was innocent, we said-- a "guilty pleasure". Shows like Big Brother & The Bachelor gained popularity and, soon, cheap, trashy knockoffs began to circulate network and cable. Then the tabloids caught on that people wanted to see more carnage! Whose marriage is falling apart? Who is secretly gay? Who has an eating disorder? Who is outrageously fat (even though she's a size 6)? It became a virtual Colloseum for a modern-society.
And we didn't mind. It was an escape for us. A way to not think about how bad WE had it. So demand became supply, and year after year we gave in. What was once chatter about The Duchess of York's divorce became the routine commentary on celebrity vaginas and coked-out, 20something child actresses with bad plastic surgery.
Is it any wonder that teenagers today are so desensitized? We are leading by example and telling them that humiliation is common ...acceptable even, as a form of personal entertainment! "It's just a little gossip," we say, "it's not hurting anyone."
Well, you know what? I'm sick of it. It IS hurting people. It hurt Tyler Clementi. It hurt Matthew Shepard. It hurt Hope Witsell and Jessie Logan, two girls who, in unrelated cases, committed suicide after intimate photos were circulated by ex-boyfriends. It hurt Phoebe Prince (left) who was 15 when she became the target on sexually related online and in-class rumors and killed herself. There are countless others. And you know who else gossip has hurt? People like Lindsey Lohan, Paris Hilton and Britney Spears-- I don't care if you think they invited it-- it HURTS them. These young women have been fed to the wolves by their parents and the media and there's only more to come.
But you don't have to be a part of that! Our society runs on supply and demand. If you stop demanding-- they'll stop supplying. The only way to change the world is one step at a time. The only way to stop the emotional massacre that is viral among our youth is for YOU to make a change in your own life. Stop buying trash magazines. Stop watching TMZ and visiting gossip websites. Just STOP! It's a lazy mindset and we are all contributing to these suicides and humiliations every single time we choose to engage in this garbage.
We are better than this. We are intelligent, vibrant, interesting people. We have amazing depths to offer one another in relationship. The next time you are standing in line at the grocery store and you grab that gossip rag out of habit, please think of Tyler Clementi. He may not have been famous, but he was a victim of the deviance bred into our society by the very magazine you hold in your hand.
I think about when I used to wander the Ridgewood streets where Tyler once walked. I remember the pain I felt as a teenager when a rumor about a boy I liked circulated, or a note I wrote got read by the wrong person-- and that's peaches in comparison to nude photos and videos and things that go around now. We didn't have the internet back then to broadcast it to the whole world-- thank God! 50 people was enough! I can't even imagine trying to wake up and go to school the next morning after being globally humiliated the way teens are nowadays.
If you are a teenager, I don't envy you your pain, but I do see the amazing opportunity you have to change the environment around you. Your parents aren't perfect, no one is, and if they didn't teach you to be kind then teach yourself. Take responsibility for your own words, thoughts and actions and make this world a better place than what has been left to you. Please.
We have to start somewhere...
